Today Lord, I give you my life and my future for the fourth time.
In 1965, I gave You my life to serve You in the convent as a Benedictine Nun. After two and half years, You had other plans for me, but I fully intended to spend my life there in Your service. In 1974, I gave my life to You and received the promise of SALVATION, I was BORN AGAIN.
In 1979, I gave You my future and said I would live for You alone for the rest of my life. Again, You had other plans. (Six weeks after I finally let go and really meant that I would give up thinking about marriage and just live for You, You sent me the most wonderful Spirit filled Christian man I could ever have dreamed of. You just wanted me to completely give myself to You, and when I did, You gave me the desire of my heart and more. On January 8, 2016, my husband of almost 37 years went to Heaven, so today, I give You my future and dedicate the rest of my life to be in Your service however You desire.
(I am entering yet anothe ew phase with my sweetheart in Heaven with You for five months. I do not want to waste this time or use it just for me. You always say just ask and You will guide and tell me what You want me to do, so I am asking. I trust You, of course, so I am going to stay in Thanks and Praise every time I think of what You want me to do. So far, You have plainly said that I should give more time and attention to those who love me, so I will start there. T.Y.J. for being the answer to all our questions.)
Dear Child, do just that and I will lead you where I want you to go and let you know what I want you to do for service to the Father. Be at Peace now. (T.Y.J.)
(You just wanted me to give myself to You…)