(Lord, I understand if You want to give up on me getting more deeply involved in the Church Community. That’s all I can say.)
Dear Child, My Holy Spirit is the driving force behind your obedience to Me. Man is too weak and selfish to truly lay down his life for ME. However, I love mankind in spite of their weakness. I will never give up on you because I love you. Be patient with yourself.
I will get you back on track because I am your SAVIOR and I have promised your growth in holiness, which includes obedience to the Call for service from the Father. He is patient and loving to degrees man will never understand. So, be at peace just praising and thanking Me for My timing for your life’s work serving God the Father of Heaven and earth.
(WOW, You are amazing, even laying my weakness aside to give me Your assurance, forgiveness, and peace. Thank You, dear Lord God and Savior.)
I love mankind in spite of their weakness. I will NEVER give up on you because I love you. Be patient with yourself.