Dear Child, do not beat yourself up.
I know you and I love you. Be My Child and I will be your Father, brother, friend, advisor, protector, leader, and anything else you need. Call My name, Jesus! Make this the first name you think of all day. I really mean it. The smallest annoyance, question, problem, or weariness CALL ME, JESUS, and LISTEN. Then act on what you hear. If you do not act on what the Holy Spirit is advising, then I cannot help you.
…act on what the Holy Spirit is advising.