My Child, come, call on Me when you feel troubled. I know you are in a lot of turmoil at times. I am teaching you to be the person your Father sees. Enjoy this repremanding because it is truly directly ordered by your Father. He wishes to make you come to the point of maximum usefulness for His Kingdom. Much joy comes with this usefulness, but at times the journey is painful.
Giving up your will to another is probably the hardest decision to make, but to give it up to the Father is the most rewarding decision you will every make. Just pray to have a heart that yearns to please the Father. He will do the rest. Your service is needed badly. The Kingdom is at hand.
Just pray to have a heart that yearns to please the Father.