(Lord, You know I’ve had a hard time this morning struggling with my practical, logical mind and with what You told me to do a few days ago. My struggle is with believing You told me exactly what you wanted me to do and then with what happened in the natural and how I then couldn’t see how I could do what You told me. I wandered why You would tell me to do something and then allow something to happen that made the other look impossible. I was miserable, tears began flowing in my confused weary state of mind.)
(I told You I only cared about doing Your Will above all else. As I said this through my tears, the thought came so clearly that I have to do what You told me or I will never have peace and, even as I realized this, peace came over me completely. Immediately, when I decided to do what You told me, no matter how foolish it looked in the natural, the confusion and weariness left me.)
(I told my husband I had to do it and about thirty minutes later, again there I was saying, “I just can ‘t do it. It makes no sense! ” I caught myself feeling distraught, wanting to throw my hands in the air and give up. I realized I was looking at it again from the natural point of view, so I STOPPED! I told the Lord, “This is it! I will do it no matter what. If I ‘m wrong, You can let me know after, but for now, I have to obey so I HAVE SOME PEACE! ” The rest of the day was peaceful unless I, for a moment, looked at it naturally, but those times I rebuked Satan and kept my eyes on the Lord, Who is training me to trust Him wholeheartedly.)
My Child, you are fretting and fretting for nothing! Didn’t I tell you that I came into your life to GIVE YOU PEACE? You are letting satan lie to you instead of believing Me without a shadow of a doubt. I don ‘t tell you things to hurt you, but to mature you as one of My Ambassadors. You have a job, but you must be STRONGER in FAITH! You must see everything through My eyes. All things are possible to those who love and trust Me! Keep going forward as I have instructed. That is all I am going to say about that. You either trust Me or you do not!
Didn’t I tell you that I came into your life to GIVE YOU PEACE?