(I don’t know; all I know is that I do NOT care what is done as long as the course of action is Your Will.)
My Child, your heart is purely set on My Will so you do not have to be concerned about the outcome. Sometimes I test My Children to see where their heart really is. Pure clean unwillfulness replaces selfish greedy unblessed motives. In the life of My followers, My Plan is only applicable if the Heart is PURE and the Will is open to OBEDIENCE. I ask only what the Father asks. Do not worry about being in My Will. I will make your steps to accomplishment very clear when you need to know.
(Lord, I feel like I’m stumbling here.) That is because you are afraid your hidden desires will come out in these words from Me, but I am in control here. The Holy Spirit is speaking now! Be quiet, little One; be still before Me. I want to know how deeply you are willing to lay down your Will for Me. Moreover, I knew you could relax more while preparing the Miracles when you thought it was just a local thing.
(I don’t know, I don’t feel confident of hearing You. Why is that?) Could it be because you really do care one way or the other? LET GO RIGHT NOW!! LET ME HANDLE THIS LIKE I SAID I WOULD!! You prepared the Miracles, you printed them, you gave them to those I guided you to, and now I will take it from here. Remember, this is My Plan! (Oh, thank You for reminding me and telling me what was causing my unrest. You are wonderful, dear Lord Jesus!)
Pure clean unwillfulness replaces selfish greedy unblessed motives.