(Dear Jesus, I don’t know why, but I feel so pressed to ask You about Colorado today. It may be because I know my sisters would like to know. You know my husband and I have not felt sure about whether this would be the right thing to do for a lot of reasons and I asked You awhile back to let me know what You want us to do. I feel an anxiety about asking for Your answer today because I have a feeling You are going to tell us to go.)
(My spirit-man, my Will is fighting against what You might tell me so that makes me think You are wanting us to go or else I would be at peace and I ‘m not. So, I am ready to say to You, “Thy Will Be Done! ” I really mean it, because I am miserable even contemplating going against Your Will. I will accept and do whatever You tell me today. Thank You, Jesus!)
(I actually have a stomach ache about this, so in Jesus Name, I rebuke you, Satan! Get away from me; you have no placed in my heart, mind, body or soul! I WANT WHAT MY FATHER WANTS ME TO DO…..PERIOD!)
(WOW, I feel a calming peace pouring over me this very moment! Why didn’t I put Satan in his place before now concerning this matter? Another Miracle from You. T.Y.J. Your Promises are TRUE!!!)
Bless the child who listens to Me and obeys even when it’s not their first choice. You have learned and are learning again that there is no life worth living outside of My Will. The Blessings I have planned for you and for other people, that your obedience will affect, is going to be wasted, missed and regretted if not carried out according to My Call. Your life will go on, but you will not be full of the wonder of My Miracles performed because you stopped them from taking placed by your disobedience.
Try to come to Me sooner with things that need an answer. TRUST MY VOICE! In prayer you can always trust My direction and guidance. Have you stopped thinking of past times when I directed your feet? You didn’t hesitate to obey with childlike faith and you got to see and experience firsthand real Miracles in your life. Think on these times.
I am the same today. You must have that childlike faith in Me, knowing I would not tell you, under any circumstances, to do anything that was not good for you and probably also good for someone else. You need to live in that simple place with Me again.
Now concerning Colorado, yes, I have planned a wonderful fellowship between you and your sisters. I am not going to have your husband go because it would be a hard trip for him…..the altitude. I am going to have you drive with your sister and her husband. I am going to have you practice letting go and completely being a standby observer who doesn’t plan anything, doesn ‘t choose anything, doesn ‘t lead anything, doesn’t control anything, doesn ‘t boss or run anything.
This will be a training period for you. This will be a time for you to pray, smile, let go, relax, think of others feelings, needs, desires, to listen to others opinions and experiences. This will be an important training ground for you to learn to calmly, sincerely learn to patiently listen to others saying My Name, Jesus, to guide you in obedience.
Your husband will be ready and happy to let you go because I will prepare his heart and mind. I am willing to sacrifice your desires to train you for My Service. It is a sacrifice for Me because I love My Children so much that I want to give them everything they want, but that is not good for them. Most important is their training for Service to the Father.
Now, go in peace, believing what I have told you, knowing that I will take care of all the details. (Lord, most of all, please don’t let my husband feel left out at all. I have to trust You for this in order to obey.) I want childlike faith from you. A child doesn ‘t see all the problems, doesn’t see anything except that he trusts his father. That’s what I expect from you. Remember times past when you did this? Over and over, I proved My Will is PERFECT, so don ‘t question Me now. Go in PEACE!
~~~~~~~~~~~~RESULTS OF OBEDIENCE~~~~~~~~~~~~
(The chain of Blessings started with my finally being willing to let go of My Will.
““`We didn’t think we should go, but I wanted to see my sister.
““`Finally asked Jesus about His Will.
““`Decided to obey and go, but my husband was going to be alone, not getting to take a vacation.
““`TV commercial, inexpensive airline ticket which was actually still available.
““`My husband often talked about getting his brother, who had a liver transplant and whom he hadn ‘t seen for ten years, to come to our house for a visit.
““`Found out that his brother had been battling depression and his wife said a visit would do him a world of good. He was very excited because she said he had stated that he wished he could see his brother.
““`His wife was so happy to see her husband smiling and excited about coming and she knows the visit will be good for him.
““`I found out that both my sisters prayers were answered because they were praying for me to get to come.
““`Another big confirmation to me was when my sister asked her husband if it was all right if I rode all the way out there with them in their car, because he said, “I thought that was the plan all along. ” It wasn ‘t. I had been concerned about cutting in on their time together.
““`The Lord made it so easy to move the customers already booked six weeks ahead. This was another confirmation.)
““`My husbands brothers wife said, after he got back home, that he was a new person; the visit did him so much good. T.Y.J.
““`The drive out and back was so nice, relaxing and fun.
““`The union of we three sisters after three years was very powerful, precious and needed. We love each other so much! (If I had not decided to obey Jesus, rebuke satan when he tried to have me look at the unsolved details and hadn’t had my prayer time to stay close so I could hear His Voice, I would have stopped the Blessings God had for me and seven other people.
I am willing to sacrifice your desires to train you for My Service.