Dear Child, you will always see times when you fall short of your best response or action.
The very fact that it bothers you, when looking back and seeing clearly what would have been better to do, to say, o othing, is evidence of My Holy Spirit highlighting where I am growing you. So be vigilant looking for those times when you feel led to follow the Holy Spirit’s prompting to act, to speak, o OT.
He is leading and teaching you. Be a vigilant student.
Do not expect to be perfect. Only God is perfect.
The very fact that it bothers you…