Jan.1st: (Husband to Emergency Room–chest pain and down arms.
Jan.2nd: (At hospital all day
Jan.3rd: (Husband having Arterial Gram, but couldn ‘t do the stents today–waiting for specialist because of complications from previous surgeries.
Jan.4th: (Another Arterial Gram and put in two stents. Thank You, Jesus, for not letting him have open-heart surgery again! Thank You for Your faithfulness and promises!
Jan.5th: (I stayed home today because I was exhausted beyond words; no prayer time.
Jan.1st-4th: (I used the time to read past messages, meditating on them and preparing them for the Lord’s website and also reading a wonderful book on the Holy Spirit and His Power in our lives. It is TRUE and beyond words the PEACE that’s given to us when we BELIEVE and TRUST Him!
Jan.6-8th: (Read the Bible and in Thanks and Praise for Your GOODNESS and PROMISES!
(During this time of not knowing if my husband would survive, MORE THIS TIME than any of the previous FOURTEEN surgeries, I believed with ALL MY HEART that You, dear Lord, would honor Your Promise to give me what I had asked, ‘that he would not ever have to have a big surgery again in his lifetime,’ if I BELIEVED having NO DOUBT.
(I did that completely, but at the same time, I THANKED and PRAISED You for the PROBLEM my husband was having…..for things JUST THE WAY THEY WERE and I laid him at Your Feet to do WHATEVER Your PERFECT PLAN was.
(It was scary to think what might happen, but I had Heavenly Peace because I KEPT PUTTING MY EYES ON YOU instead of the situation. When Satan tried to drag me into his hole of fear and self pity, I lifted my head to Heaven and began PRAISING YOU AGAIN and Peace flooded my heart.
(I kept feeding into my spirit Your Words of Wisdom from the Bible, from a book I was reading and from Your daily messages to me, instead of wasting my time watching TV while I was waiting….. waiting…..waiting.
(You are so wonderful! Thank You for placing the desire in me to know You intimately and Calling me to prayer with You. Thank You, dear Jesus, for the opportunities to Trust, experience Your Peace, and witness Your Promises.)
(It is TRUE and beyond words the Peace that’s given to us when we BELIEVE and TRUST Him.)