My Child, your heart is good and I know you want to obey, but please try to take all of this more seriously. Please take advantage of My Precious Holy Spirit more. Seek His knowledge, His guidance; He will help you perform in daily life the way the Father wishes. You will develop in the eyes of the Father and He will be able to use your talents, your knowledge and your uniqueness in very productive ways for the Kingdom.
I know, dear Children, this is a moment to moment struggle. That is why I plead with you to CALL My Name, JESUS. The Power in this act of obedience can change the things about yourself that the Holy Spirit has convicted you of. The Power in My Name can rid you of behavior you have tried to squelch on your own for years.
Let Me perform Miraculous cleansing to bring you to a place of pure service. The Father desires to Bless you abundantly and use you to tell others of His Loving care for all those who BELIEVE.
Seek His knowledge and guidance. He will help you perform in daily life the way the Father wishes.