My Child, yes, you can see a pattern of My calling you. You do not seem to take it very serious though and that is your loss. I can only reveal My Will. You have the FREEWILL to heed My Will or NOT. Carry on as you wish in your own fashion. I can do no more.
(Oh, Jesus, I really get all wrapped up in all the stuff I need to do; sometimes everything seems so hard. However, when I am having time with You like I should, then I do not notice that overwhelming feeling. Then, something always happens and I get off track again. Oh Brother!)
I AM HERE WHEN YOU WANT TO SPEND TIME WITH ME.