(Dear Jesus, I feel like I am sinking into a bit of a state of depression because I find myself saying, “I don’t care as much about keeping things as nice as I did before. My heart is not in my work. When I think of vacation, getting away from the everyday chores, I see no way out. I don’t see how I can go to the beach and feel young again. My sweetheart cannot go, so I will not go.)
(My knee replacement seems to have so far left me unable to move like I did. I have not been walking and my diet has been terrible. I just feel OLD. I don’t know if I will ever be back to normal again.)
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(Because of You, dear Jesus, and the WORDS You have spoken and given us to speak, I am confident that I can be back to my old self even better. It all depends on if I believe what Your WORD says and if I take Your WORDS for myself. It depends on if I SPEAK Your WORDS and BELIEVE the POWER and TRUTH in Your WORDS. I DO!!!
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(I am going to look up Scriptures and memorize them—Scriptures that lift me up, take power over Satan and defeat him, Scriptures that promise strength and wellness, joy and peace, Scriptures that speak of favor for those who put You FIRST and thus I will declare that my dreams come true in this life.
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(I surrender this house and all the things that need fixing. I surrender my business and customers. I surrender how long Hans lives and my life after you take my sweetheart to Your Home. I surrender whether I ever get to go on vacation. This is a hard one.
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(YOU DID SAY TO ASK! Please take Hans home in a way that he does not have time to think about it or suffer and before he loses his independence. Please call him so he can clearly hear you. Please give me more strength so I can do all that is required of me. Keep me patient and kind to show my appreciation for all the hard work and sacrifices he has done for me through the years. Hans is so loving and kind. He deserves the best. I will give him my best. (Please manifest my total healing of my knee. Thank You, I KNOW I am healed! Even though I surrendered this, I am going to ask. Please let me have opportunities to go on vacations with my family and please let me continue working in my shop. T.Y.J.)
But I SURRENDER