Dear Child, I know it is difficult to always follow the things the Holy Spirit encourages you to do.
If living your best was easy, you would not need Me. If you always lived for your good health, for your most productive outcomes, if you always lived to give others your best and let them see Me in you, YOU WOULD NOT NEED ME. However, I did not want you to NOT need Me. I want you to know that I created you and you DO NEED ME to be the best you can be.
Now, YOU NEED TO RELY MORE CONSISTENTLY ON ME. Heed the Holy Spirit speaking to you, telling you the right and best avenues to become all that you want to be in Christ Jesus. Just be OBEDIENT. When you fail to, ask forgiveness and start again with new resolve.
No one will perform in perfect obedience.
I love you.
I am on your side.
I care about you.
I will never give up on you. (T.Y.J.)
You need to rely more consistently on Me